Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy
for a while
Breathing gets harder, even
I know that
Made room for me;
it’s too
soon to see
If I’m happy in
your hands
unusually hard to hold on toBlank stares at
blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this
hard on me

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one,
you see
I’m not gonna write you
a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
Make or break in this
Or you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to
stay
If all you have is leavin’,
Imma need a better reason
To write you
a love song today, today, yea

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks
deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high
and dry

Convince me
to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I’m trying to let you
hear me as I am

I’m not gonna write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one,
you see
I’m not gonna write you
a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
Make or break in this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you
to stay
If all you have is leavin’,
Imma need a better reason
To write you
a love song today

Promise me
that you’ll leave the light on
To help me see
with daylight,
my guide,
gone
’cause I believe there’s a way
you can love me
Because I say
I won’t write you a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one,
you see

I’m not gonna write you
a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
’cause you asked for it
’cause you need one,
you see
I’m not gonna write you
a love song
’cause you tell me it’s
make or break in this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you
to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don’t want it for a minute
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas
when I believe that
There’s a reason to
Write you
a love song today (today)yea
yea yea yea

i love this song… its relatively simple yet have quite a twisted meaning…. hehe.. and no this song doesnt any where near to potrait current state im in… just loving it for its simpleness… and the cuteness of sara @_@

well if a person is talking about news there would be 2 kind…. the bad news and the good ones… i have both to share here in my very own space…. im the one who would eat strawberry last when i order a shortcake strawberry thus ill spill out the bad news first and the good news later….

The BAD news
- im sure that most of you didnt know but my family have 2 rabbit couples as pet…. a white furred rabbit couple and black furred rabbit couple…. a week ago… the female white furred rabbit have suddenly died leaving the male one alone in their cribs…..
- a letter from Petronas finally arrived at my letterbox…. the long awaited letter tells me that I didnt meet their criteria during the interview dated back on 19th April this very year….
- im getting broke by day…. being unemployed sucks and i hated that… currently busy jobhunting so that i could make some mone with the mechanical degree i hold
- i have to pay the loan repayment to Petronas since i failed to secure job with them

The GOOD news
- yesterday the black furred rabbit coupled gave birth to 5 new-born babies and they were so freakingly cute
- I am no longer bonded with Petronas which means I could apply job according to my desire regarding location and job scope…
- Current top list that I wanna be part with are : Titan Petrochemical, Baker Hughes and also Petronas Carigali HESS….. wahaha

klise reporting from Johor Bahru powered by Intel Centrino Duo Benq Joybook

p/s : my not so new desktop screenshot

7 facts about me:
 Loved  various kind of music genre… ranging from Dangdut to Rock to Jpop
 Loved to order roti tampal and RTBM (pls refer on megikari blog entry for RTBM definition) when going to mamak
 Loved to eat hot and spicy food but couldnt stand them…. i would drip like hell with just a lil bit of hot ingredient in it
 Klise comes from the brand of car that I’m using which are the Perodua Kelisa 1.0GXi
 Loved to spam in every forum
 Currently unemployed
 Loved to scam people but didnt enjoyed being scammed

7 things that scare me:
 Unemployment
 Being broke
 Stolen identity
 The afterworld…. probably cause im not that prepared yet
 Lose the chance to let my feelings out from this tiny heart
 Being in a crowd with total strangers
 Doing something new…. something that havent been done before….

7 songs playing in my mind:
 Sara Bareilles - Love Song
 Madonna - 4 Minutes
 Amelina & Iwan - Memori Daun Pisang
 Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown - No Air
 Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
 SNSD - Into The New World
 Morning Musume - レモン色とミルクティ (Lemon Colour and Milk Tea)

7 valuable things in my life:
 Family
 Kelisa
 Pdaphone - my world revolves on this gadget
 Lappie
 iPod
 Nikon S50
 Internet Connection

7 words/things I always say/use:
 waderf - a more pleasent way in saying WTF
 celah maner - when trying to get reasons out of things discussed
 lulz - got this from cerbie
 ha ha ah~ - got this from izis
 chibs - another pleasent way in saying *toot*
 internet!
 instant messaging

7 friends that I wanna tag
 Hyousetsu
 Hallaj
 Afiqah
 Izis
 Pichix2
 Megikari
 Jamie
For those who didnt know on how tagging works… its simply a copy paste of this item but filling in the answers with ur own…. cydee tagged me now im tagging 7 other peeps…. wiuuu~

well there are many incredible things to do outdoor…. hahaha and i love taking pictures… though i dont have prosumer camera like eebbaarr or cerberus or even ah_seng….. and by far not the likes of DSLR own by ganguro and davidZ but i do love to PNS during my outings
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yesterday went back to village and im quite fascinated at the various type of flower plants available there
below are some of the pictures ive snapped

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well to be honest i didnt know the names of these flowers…. wahahaha
since its a picture upload-whoring day… below are 4 of the pictures ive snapped on my recent trip to Pulau Pangkor

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There are some checklist of things to be done before unofficially graduating from university….. some of them are
1: Hardbound FYP Dissertation submission - these things consumes a lot of time since there are format issue and time to hardbound the item itself…. during the final exam study week i spent most of the time here completing the report that tailored to my FYP supervisor preference… taking into account of both the internal and external invigilator
2: The clearance form - huhu… basically this is done to put urself out of the database of various university department…. its like a treasure hunt race where student would go to various checkpoint and get their form stamped….. pretty ironic since form is always filled not cleared…. maybe i will write a blog entry on the suggestion of the flow based on my own experience later~

I completed both of them yesterday….. and yeah im unofficially graduated from the Mechanical Engineering Degree program… ZOMG that also means that im unemployed~ warf….. my other housemates have already received their PETRONAS interview results….. both who interviewed earlier and later than me…. and also who been interviewed on the very same day as me…. to my suprise last week… my name is not on their database…. lulz….. so im still in the state of uncertainty…. i couldnt apply for a position in other country as that would bring me to the Breach of Contract state which requires me to pay a lump sump of the paid tuition fees and stuff…..

went back home yesterday with Izis…. she lives in Putrajaya…. and to be honest that the first time i ever arrive there….. quite a magnifique scenery with the lights and stuff….. feeling sleepy i took a stop at seremban and get a 2hr sleep there and drive gain….. but i still feel sleepy and took another stop for another 2hr sleep on the next R&R……arrived home at 9am….. huhuhu…
the recent fuel price hike surely affect me deeply…….. 40% hike…. thats make the new price that i have to pay to fill my tanks up to rm 84 compared to rm 60 before….. ~_~”

and yeah im just back from celebrating my father’s bday…. hehehe otanjyoubi no omedetto gozaimasu otou-sama….. had a wonderful menu…. shocked by the name of karuppa…. ahhahaha… we had a chinese cuisine comprising of sharks fin soup, black pepper deer, prawn cocktail, fried prawn with chilli, brocolli with scallops, tomyam karuppa and others which i cant remember what… lulz…. ate at my heart content…. xp

with nothing to do… i thought i would make myself occupied working at my father restaurant…. i would have ample time to forum~ hehehee goodbye to UTP squid…. i am no longer restricted to the 2mb download limit… and forum.jphip have already grouped in the sexually/explicit content web by them…. ahahaha
speaking of forumming…. there’s this recent scandal of miyabi…. owh comeon…. she’s at that age/phase of time now….. whats wrong with dating btw? hurururum~
btw i only have seen the picture only…. there are video feeds but hell whether its miyabi or not…. let her private life remains private….. as long as she could give that powerful blow on stage + in front of camera…. me as a fan couldnt ask for more ^_^
klise-the-job-hunter

Im 2 final exam papers short of completing my degree in Mechanical Engineering here in Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS. Kudos to izis as she managed to get my ass off to UTPIRC to study day and night….. hahaha this would be the first semester ever I studied in IRC…. before this all of the 8 semesters the only IRC i went was the mIRC…. lulz…. its a pleasurable experience I would say…. its a lil bit condusive there to study as the only gateway I have to get into the internet is by using the uber sux wifi connection… i left with little choice but to eliminate the boredomness with studying activity…. hehehe
And today my parent come to see me….. they are on their way to attend a relative wedding ceremony somewhere here…..
my father went out to see his old friends in the Navy…. the Navy compound surely differs now…. the last time I’m there is when I’m 6…. hahaha thats 17 years ago… ROFL….
btw I am not uber happy actually….
there’s a lil bit of envious and insecurity feeling atm….
I could simply make this equation….. I’m not worth even an SMS…. T_T
drop that…. here some piccies~ nah… not you pichi~ hahahaha pictures desu~
studying in UTPIRC

Torncity Game

hahaha this game was introduced by Ahca and Kekuatan last week…. damn addicted… im still a level 1 civillian working as grocer…. hahahahaha

Snapped by Izyani Ismail
I could say that I’m pretty amazed by this picture…. though PNS…. she managed to snap well…. huhu

ZOMG… before I forget…. congratulation Jamie on the planned wedding on October….. looking forward to it…..
first Betarians to get married?

with recent fad of warcraft games in #rambang…. playing various maps ranging from DoTA to tank to Enfo hero survival….. counter strike game somehow is neglected by me… then smiletiger proposed the idea of playing in UTP tourney for the last time…. ahahaha…. i went there today to play a few maps and i admit that i have no skill to take down all of the opponents…. ahahaha its not like im that sharp before but seriously even my aiming kinda sluggish a bit….
kept my cool and played….. we slashed out newbies without hurdles but when facing the defending champion its obvious the playing level of ours…. ahaha not technically ours so to speak since we got smiletiger, landfish and fruitbooter on our team…. bottomline… i am the one who’s taking their levels down =p
bringing gaming gear like professional… my kill rate is pathetic… wahahahaha
on the 3rd round i went out to accompany izis and catalunya doing their SBE project assignment which off course i havent started any =p
we went to batu gajah only to find that the business owner is not available on that day…. lulz
went back to UTP and i joined back my team for the 4th round game where we lost…. its particularly my fault gain since i have difficulties comprehending the command given by team leader…. aigoo~ sorry for that teammate~
or should i put the blame on the fatigue due to the driving activity to batu gajah? wahahahahaha

Its started when i was filling the application form for application in engineering fields with various giants in the oil and gas industry. One part that i didnt manage to fill in was whats my WPM…. yeah its Words Per Minute typed using keyboard…. i had never measure my skill until [blindheart] gave me this link…..
http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/
wahahha before i am pretty sure that i type fast but i seen a lot more people who can type faster than me…….
scoring 59WPM…. im at the middle of the test group… the speedtest web told me…..
kyaha~ now i know where i resides in the typing class of world…. lulz

p/s : i tried to live on without mIRC, gtalk and YM…. but i find it difficult and tempting to use the mIRC….. thus only surviving 2 days without it before i logged on again to the UTP server….. ngeh ngeh ngeh
went off bloghopping only to find that rev’s is set to invited reader only and fyek’s blog have been terminated…. lulz….. sharing illegal content eh? warf warf
washing my car today….. its been awhile since i last treat her with upmost service……wait UTP for a shiny blue kelisa~ lulz
and #rambang have their own blog now! more places to spam definitely~ hihu~

ahaha the last entry is about no 3… now im gonna spam bout 7…. yeah true….we have the snow white and 7 dwarfs, 7 colours in a rainbow.. 7 is always associated with the lucky term……
not for me though… woke up at 7 am this morning… went to the lab to do my Final Year Project - Scanning Electron Microscopy only to find that ive book the lab session for 7/4 not 8/4 today… wahahaha…. booked it last week…. im in a state of hurry that time thus the jumbled up date-day….. wahahaha so my FYP progress is once again at halt….. arranging another lab session tomorrow…. thanks to politics and diplomacy ive managed to do so with the lab technician… wahahahaha
and the custom pin badge ive ordered from another forum have safely arrived on my very delicate hands…… ahahaha…. i love my work~ as corny as it seems the printer makes it superbly beautiful that im too reluctant to wear them as it might be damaged due to the environment…. wicked~ wahahahaha

pretty lately i have notice that no 3 have a very deep impact in my life…. lulz…. before i elaborate much… remember snow white? she have 2 step sisters which totals up to 3 (she + her sisters), goldilocks with the 3 bears (papa, mama and baby bear), genie gives out 3 wishes~ lulz
on my side… i have 2 sisters which makes us 3 siblings~ and right now i have 3 months shy from graduating from this engineering degree programme…… lately i discovered i love gocchin singles and she is the 3rd generation momosu member…. putting the greatness duo of W aside, every shuffles or group in 3 really do catch my attention….. gomattou, GAM, v-u-den and the best : Buono all are assembled by 3 UFA artiste~ im 3 years past the 20years old line….. and my pointer is around 3…. lulz…..

ahh…. i have Small Business Entrepreneurship test tomorrow…. the other class who have took the test said that the test is pretty hard…. X_x…..

izis and kN managed to inject kpop groupie big bang into my hdd……
“i dont wanna live without you girl~”